:: Sunday, January 01, 2006
:: Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Guess wat.. Its Wed, yet im postin bout Sat!.. Wat so Special bout Last Saturday? Well, its Xmas Eve,its the time I enjoyed most, its the time when i meet up with my gers n boys,its the time when disaster occurs, its the time when tragedy happens.....
It was Xmas eve, however, pathetic me still gotta spend my afternoon in SSC to rot & play with little children.. The shop was rather crowded tat day.. I was wondering why? Until then, i realised tat, there was actualli an ongoing disaster in Science Centre..Wahaha.. It was raining Cats & Dogs & this frail little building could not support its own rooftop... some part of the rooftop actualli collapsed & rainwater started to pour through.. woohoo.. cool rite? Waterfall! haha.. At another side, the Annexe Buildin, where the Star War exhibition was located at, siuation was worst..
hehheh.. cool rite? All thanks to Mr Constructor and not forgettin Cats & Dogs..
Went to meet Jacky first, then the Gers at Sally's house.. Bestiee came along with me... Those gers were busy playing Monopoly when we arrived.. Bestiee n I took some pics while waiting fer the gers to dress up fer "Party"
Off we go to Telok Ayer.. Pub Where2.. it was Kaijiao's Uncle's Pub.. wahaha.. confussing? On our way,
ya rite.. drank some liquor in the pub.. but not much .. My gers were still steady i Guess? haha.. cause we were still able to smile bubbly fer the rest of snaps! hee.. see it urself!
Haha.. we left the pub at 3.30am.. and headed to Esplanade.. On our way, one of the gers suggested to go "home" (Sally's home).. In the end, plan changed.. Go home instead.. We waited fer the cab fer almost 1 1/2 hr.. steady rite? haha.. When we reached home, most of us were half dead.. especially me n bestiee.. we immediateli did a quick wash up n took some nap while the rest of them were still hyper enough to continue with their monopoly..
Yeah.. Tats Sally's Xmas tree.. The last object i saw b4 i left Sally's house fer work.. Bye Bye!!!
:: Saturday, December 17, 2005
Yeah!!! Im finalli bloggin.. lazy la, no choice.. Well, not goin to write much today.. haha.. LAZY again..
Went to meet 05S8 jus now fer Nutcrackers at NUS UCC.. Goodness.. realli miss my gers man.. So happy to see them..
our 1st pic taken in NUS UCC's toilet
In the toilet with min & Ah nia
In the hall with Grace cutiee & Sally
The performance was boring afterall.. I realli dunno how to appreciate the movements of those ballerina as well as the arts of ballet.. The whole perfomance was like so draggy.. However, fer those who appreciate n love ballet, i'll strongly recommend u ppl to watch, bet u'll like it.. : )
Anyway, a class photo was taken after the show.. Can see tat today cultural show wasn't a full attendance.. Won't be seeing them next yr,no doubt, i'll still cherish 05S8 (all the moments we spent) Love ya!
haha.. C7 became C5.. 2 of our babes did not turn up fer the show.. ling is currently in hong kong.. Jo absent without valid reason.. hee
With the S8's clownss .. hee
Last pic taken before leaving NUS (min, Sally, me, ah nia)
Haha.. Well.. tats all for today.. while fer yesterday.. haha.. lots to say.. Yesterday was off day, however gotta go back to SSC fer a surprise birthday celebration.. It was actualli my Super~Supervisor , Andrew's birthday..
Went to meet my bunch of khakis at Sentosa after tat.. I was rather late.. But they are always understandin enough to forgive me!! hee.. again our all time favourites, photo takin!!
Babey lynn, min, grace cutiee
and we settled down at one of the beach bar
After tat, as usual, volleyball, frisbee and 7-eleven ice-tea.. wahaha
While we are on our way back to get our belongings.. We spot intruders.. They actualli invade our territory
Who are they? wahaha.. well, a group of thai monks.. Think they were jus tryin to get a shade.. But well, they had chosen a wrong place.. tats our territory.. kiddin la.. we ain't tat mean.. They actualli left when they noticed us..
We went fer our shower at about 5 plus.. it was rather crowded.. While we are on our way to the toilet, both of us feel tat something wasn't right.. Guess wat? We wore the same colour of tops again.. This isn't the first time.. The 6th time i think..
Finalli, we left Siloso beach fer our dinner.. While waiting fer the bus, we...........
rite.. We took blue line to the terminal and set off to habourfront..
Fer dinner!! we ate.....
Yeahh! SUBWAY.. Our all time favourite!!
Eat full full, photo takin!!!
kk.. be prepared.. take a good look at the rest of these photos.. neither funny nor amusing.. jus a moment of HAPPINESSS!! wahaha
Sometimes, there's hatred.. opppsss
Meditating..
Love this pic! So warming
Last picture of the day!!!
wahah.. kk.. tats it.. fer now, i need u to do something.. look out fer something green in ur room .. stare at it fer 10 secs.. U ppl eyes are gettin tired.. i know.. hee.. gotta apologised.. my post today somehow seems to be too formal.. pretty boring too.. pls look at the time, this entry being posted.. understand now? hee.. I really enjoyed myself lots these 2 days.. I get to meet up my khakis .. tats the most important.. Im realli happy fer myself.. since the holiday started, i've not got enough time fer all those meet ups due to my commitment for SSC.. really glad tat we are still able to upkeep this friendship.. woohoo.. Cool ar.. haha.. oh ya.. Thanks to those I met in SSC.. U ppl too.. Brighten my Days! wahha.. Thank U!!
:: Wednesday, October 26, 2005
:: Sunday, October 23, 2005
:: Saturday, September 24, 2005
Hey.. well im back.. from now on i will blog every once a month. Unless, there's realli a need for me to blog..haha.. well damn lazy la.. Im gettin more tired and drowsy day by day.. Dunno why? oh ya.. btw, Promos doming.. realli hope tat everyone whom i know will be able to archieve their targets.. Im sure enough to believe tat all will get promoted.. hey gers & guys dun worry man.. yawnz... jus dunno why, i setted up this blog.. It had been up on the world wide web for more than a year, however, i had posted less than 20 entries... Pei Pei.. WTH are u doin.. lazy until machiam SAI! haiz.. so lazy u sure u will be able to promote? kkk.. shhhh (dai ga lai si ).. Oh ya.. something i wan to mention! To the 7s, please stay away from me after every PE lesson.. I stinks!.. why? due to my stupid sports bra.. that cheapo!
Brand: We Are (wth the company tryin to indicate?)
Colour: baby Blue.
Made in: Malaysia
Material: fabrics tat isn't dry-fit
Price: $9.90
Size: shit la.. why must tell u..
ya la.. damn stink leh.. especially after PE lesson.. tat cheapo doesn't absorb sweat, not dry-fit, causin my sweats to compile inside yin river! I swear! I will get a new sports bra soon.. I will never let the 7s suffer.. no worry gers.. Heeeee..
btw, i hav add some new things into my blog.. U know? the B B banana, B aya neh ye neh yen! Yea.. ! k la.. gotta revise my chem!well, EXCUSE! Im jus lazy to continue bloggin... BYE BYE
:: Sunday, August 28, 2005
Those Guys whom like to flirt.. Please read..
On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom. This was the scene ten years ago. The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid; I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affection between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school. Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes. Dew came into my life. It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her. Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we were just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls. Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn't help doing so. I moved Dew's hands aside and said you go to select some furniture, O.K.? I've got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised to do it together with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me. However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment. One day I said to her in a slightly joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious. When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking to her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes. Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more. When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I've got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the serious topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew. With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer. Late that night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fall asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again. She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month s time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal a life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken. She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms, she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning. I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage romantically. I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable. My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don't tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for a bus, I drove to the office. On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face. On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there. On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vague. On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell Dew about this. I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now. She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head. Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old. I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't notice that our life lacked intimacy. I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious. She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you. Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office. When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until we are old.
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